Anyone who knows me knows I have struggled to lose weight my whole life!
It has defiantly been my biggest trial and challenge.
I envisioned the healthy Annie and KNEW it was attainable, I just needed things to click.
This process for me has taken MUCH longer than I expected.
It has not been easy or simple.
I have felt like a failure a lot.
I kept reminding myself it took Thomas Edison THOUSANDS of failures to get it right and FINALLY invent the light bulb.
I knew NO MATTER WHAT, I was NOT GIVING UP.
I was not going to stop until I found what worked.
When I am going to win something or something is right, I get butterflies in my tummy and I just KNOW it is the right thing.
I heard about Jazzercise back in 2009, (I can't believe it has been that long!)
My friend Heather won a weight loss contest doing Jazzercise (and some other serious work).
I thought it sounded like fun. I assumed it was like Hooked on aerobics so I dismissed it as an option.
It kept gnawing at me though.
I bought a video. I LAUGHED at the awkwardness and turned it off.
The gnawing didn't go away.
I kept making excuses. I have a gym membership, they have classes at the gym, I am not coordinated, I can't do that.
Then this spring my gym membership was FINALLY up.
As I thought about my options as far as exercise went, I KNEW I needed fun, structure, and I DID NOT want to go to a gym.
I have LOTS of workout videos, but I get bored and turn them off.
I love "Dance Club" Music.
I would run if my body could do it, and am working toward that goal, but running wasn't the answer at this time.
I felt it burning inside me that Jazzercise was the answer.
As soon as we got back from Disneyland I knew what I needed to do.
I was SO SCARED that day driving up to the rec center.
I could feel that this was my answer and I was scared as to what that meant.
NO MORE EXCUSES
CHANGE WAS HAPPENING
I was LITERALLY turning the door to my new life.
My hands were shaking as I turned the doorknob.
I felt like I was going to throw up.
The fat girl inside was trying to tell me every excuse as to why I should turn around and leave.
I ignored her :)
I went inside and I knew this was it. This was where my journey would evolve to the next level.
The teacher was darling with a HUGE smile on her face.
The music was awesome.
I was keeping up.
My eyes welled up. My heart swelled. I KNEW this was it.
I was so happy.
Since then Jazzercise has given me so much.
Confidence
Strength
Endurance
Joy
I can do things I never thought I could do
I keep up
I am more limber
I am gaining tone and definition
I am meeting new friends
I am excited to workout every day.
I have endorphins like crazy.
I feel good about myself
I feel accomplished
I want to make good food choices
I LOVE my workout
I leave SO SWEATY
I am building strength
Most of all, I am changing my life.
2 comments:
awesome! have you tried your videos of it yet too? where do you think the best classes are? sounds fun.
Thanks for being an encouragement to me so often! :) I'm glad you have found jazzercise and love it! Sadly, I stick with walking because my knees just can't handle the strain of most other activities. I wish I could find a women-only water aerobics class again like I went to 10 years ago. I loved that, and it's easy on my knees. Yay for you for keeping on until you found what clicked for ya. :)
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